So the boss has been out for two days and I don't have jack shit to do because I finished it all this morning and I really don't want to go through her pile of work on the desk to look for shit I should probably be doing. SIGH

Anyway it has been forever since I last updated this thing. My stress level has been high and my free time has been taken away because of my jobs. God I love being a poor ass college student. Although I shouldn't complain, damnit, I have more money now that I could have thought a year ago but it still isn't enough for a huge IKEA shopping day i want to have.

I found my dream room and one day it shall be mine.

So plenty of news, my brother is getting married!!!! This is his website but really it still is to far away right now. I want to go back home so bad but gotta wait till September. Screwy.

Social life...good. Hanging out with people, drinking occasionaly. OHH I am going to Vegas for my birthday!!! 36 more days till I am legal and 37 till I am in Vegas. EXCITED!!!! I just gotta get someone to come along with me. Rachel!!! lol

Anyway I just found work, so much for being a slacker today huh? Should probably get back to work. JOY.

Kate



"He tells himself, 'My flower's up there somewhere...' But if the sheep eats the flower, then for him it's as if, suddenly, all the stars went out. And that isn't important?"
The Little Prince

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Current Location: Work
To Ponder: God I gotta pee
What's That Noise!: My Immortal

So I spent my V-day defraging my comp and removing a bunch of shit, so it should be running fairly well now. Hopefully I will be back up and using this journal again.

But as of right now I am at working, doing a full day which is taxing because I am only part time and after this I have to go to Outback and work and it's my third day of training and I don't think I am ready for it. LOL but we will see.

Work is so boring, we gave been dead as shit and the phones have hardly been ringing so I don't have jack-shit to do, sigh, but I have been able to get most of my school work done so when I get off of work tonight it should just be writing a few things down and getting it all straight for Thursday when I have to presentations I have to do. One on English society and the other on Eliot's "The Wasteland" I'm in major shit. LOL

So I caught up on all my GG fanfic and the Draco trilogies, now I just need to get back in at the MM and see what those girls are up too. I miss them tons and hope all is well and that they may still rememeber me when I pop my head back in. I have such a hard time staying on boards because everyone someone posts a lot more that I can imagine having time for without sarcraficing something else. My time is so strained as it is.

Anyway it is almost three and I gotta go get ready for work. OHHH Bad Day is on by Pewter! LOVE this song. Oh and I gotta watch the Games when I get home tonight! GO TEAM USA!!!!!

This song is making me day a bit better. I am getting aggrivated with Kellie at the moment, with this whole Ron thing. Backburner city. GRRR. Anyway, have a great rest of your day!

To Ponder: Why oh why Charlie Brown
What's That Noise!: "Bad Day" by Daniel Pewter

"LORELAI: So, what's the game plan here? Personally, I thought we could whack the bells really hard with a hammer.
LUKE: Uh, you don't break bells with a hammer.
LORELAI: Okay, I'm out. What's your plan, Clyde?
LUKE: Well, I was thinking we could just jam the turnbuckle, or wedge the main mechanism, just for fun disconnect a few of the clappers; Contrary to popular belief you don't have to break every bell. If you just damage a couple, say the tierce and the prime, you pretty much ruin the set.
LORELAI: You must have been the top of your class at hunchback school?"

Well school is started again and  it is hard as shit. Well not hard  but all time consuming. I should really be reading about Hinduism and getting started on the paper that is due sometime in the near future but I am on the phone and typing this up and thinking about going to get something to eat. Which I shouldnt considering I havent been eating healthy at all today. Coldstone, Jack in the Box, coffee. Not a good diet, but the diet of a college student.

Okay so my Java-Junkie heart is all a flutter. New pics have come out for the season premire and the WB is showing promo's, although I am thinking that it will hold a lot more Rory than I would like it too, because lets face it I am mad at her right now. Have been all summer, it's evening tanting the pre-Yale Rory. Sept. 13!!! Squee. I'm going to have a junk food marthon all day in order to celebrate and I don't know how I am going to stay focused in class that day either knowing that in a few short hours I am going to hear Luke's answer and see that very sexy man in flannel with a coffee pot in his hand. Sigh.

But anywho, I was supposed to be on here doing research but that just seems null and void at the moment. Considering that I am still pissed as hell about the gas prices. It might be up to 4 buck by Friday. I got a tank of gas for 27.45 yesterday at 2.67 a gallon and then when I went to the post office today the prices were up to 2.99. And then yesterday I went to get gas before class, 2.67. As I was going back home after my classes were over...which was about est. 5 hours later...they were up to 2.79. And then the day before, I was only paying 2.54. I mean isn't this like agaisnt the law, high way robbery? They need to do something about this. My credit card can't take it anymore!!!

But I am just thinking that maybe boycotting the govt right now would be a good idea. You know, one man agaisnt the world kinda vibe going on. I'm sure someone will throw money my way for trying to be a lone voice heard. This sucks majorly. I just want to know how much more money more expensie states are paying. Jeez.

But the stomach is growling and the books are calling. By the way have I mentioned how much I love Richard from Richard III. I haven't? Well seriously he is becoming a high rancking character for me at the moment, the guy just rocks! But I need to move on to more boring literature....World Religions and maybe if I'm not exhausted afterwards, I can get back to reading Prince Caspian.

It's a pipe dream,, it's folly.

To Ponder: Ahh Books!
What's That Noise!: These Words - Natasha Bedingfield

So I just got back from Vegas.

Which was fun don't get me wrong i love that city it just wasn't the vacation that I was expecting it to be. Had fun though! Which all in all is what counts right?

All though I got stuck in a major ass storm on the way back. I'm talking golf ball sized hail here people! Scared the be-jesus out of me.

But what is cool is that a certain someone is back in town all though he hasn't called yet which sucks. But who knows maybe tomorrow, but if he blows me off while he is back here I am going to be so angry. I have gone months without seeing him and hardly talking to him and he said that when he got back in town that we were going to get together and now it looks like that isn't going to happpen which I will be pissed about.

I have to go back to work tomorrow where it is my GM's last day and I don't know how I feel about that. I mean it's Dan! Who is going to fill in after he goes to Tenn? HUH? May have to quit.

But I do hopefully have another job I could be going out for. Let's keep my fingers crossed.

But then that poses problems with me going into the Navy? Which I am not sure that is what I want to do anymore. It's all so complicated right now, but I do have a meeting with them tomorrow so I suppose I will have to see how that goes, but I am not looking forward to it. I'm sure it's a meeting along the lines of....is this what you really want to do. And then I will have to explain and I'm not even sure how to explain it all right now. Stupid confundled emotions.

God I hate being a Gemini.

Anyway I am not tired yet and waiting to see if Paddy or Kellie calls me to go on a midnight Wal-Mart run. And my tummy is growling....wonder whats I got for food in this place? Must go see.

To Ponder: confused
What's That Noise!: U2 - The Hands That Built America

So...I have had the last two days off and what did I get done? Nothing.

I was in a funk for like a few hours after redaing Harry Potter...got buzzed and felt better about it all once I read everyone's opinions on the whole Snape/Dumbledore thing. I agree with them so I can go on for the next two years without going mad thinking about what happened.

Yeah I need to go to the bank really bad and take the dog for a walk. Ohh and pay the credit card.

Either than that I have been surfing the net and playing on Photoshop. OOHHHHH I bought Boondock Saints, Amelie, and Sliding Doors today. So looks like a pizza night in the household. Watching movies and pondering why Irish men are so sexy to me. I mean Sean Patrick Flannery???? Is stalking wrong.

So I'm going to go look for a new job tomorrow, maybe two. Get out of the freakin barrel as fast as possible so that I can have some kind of life that doesn't rotate around that skewed axis.

And you know what I really want to do? I want to start writing again really badly, but don't know if I have the heart to watch it crumble in frong of my face again. Oh well, must re-think this option.

I'm gonna split.

To Ponder: How I love Gilmore Girls!
What's That Noise!: Collide - Howie Day

Am kinda drunk right now and have no idea what I am doing, butt (hehe dirty) am on here anyway with personal spell checker reading over my shoulder and correcting grammer and spelling! Wow and no extra charge.

Deciding that maybe should talk to journal and decribe day but am too dizzy to do that/(SPELL CHECKER!!!). So I just wanted to inform that have had too many beers.

Alcohol Units: 9 beers. 1 Margarita
Ciggy's: To many to count (Maybe some day will actually decided to keep check so that I will know how bad I will kill myself with lung gunk)
Drunken phone calls: Also too many. Maybe will regret in morning? Maybe won't remember.

I really have to get around to read Harry Potter, have put off too long and I know that some people have already read it twice but decided that as long as don't read spoilers I will remain in blissful ignorance.

I want Cheddar Jack Cheezit's right now because Drunk (or buzzed?) Kellie is talking about them and making me hungry when I am not.

I have to work tomorrow and need coffee before going in? Can afford it....NO.

Ahhh it's blurring together....must go. Need sleep. I know I will look at this tomorrow and wonder what the fuck was I smoking.

Sleepies!!!

To Ponder: Ahh Mexican Beer!
What's That Noise!: Kiwi Kellie talking to Matt

LORELAI: Hey, we're dying, load us up.
LUKE: It isn't ready yet.
LORELAI: What?
RORY: Mommy.
LORELAI: What do you mean it's not ready? It's six in the morning. Nothing says coffee like six in the morning.

I have no caffine in me, this is hell. Must go work. Must brush hair. Must be somewhat normal when walk into said work. Help me. I hate mornings and am so not a morning person. Need more sleep! SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!

To Ponder: Stupid morning job
What's That Noise!: Bach "Air on a G String" .....dirty

LUKE: It's a crazy festival based on a nutty myth about two lunatics, who in all probability did not even exist. And even if they did, probably dropped dead of diphtheria before age 24. The town of Stars Hollow probably got its name from the local dance hall prostitute. Two rich drunk guys who made up the story to make it look good on a poster.
LORELAI: You are full of hate and loathing, and I gotta tell you, I love it!
LUKE: Oh, it's so good to have somebody share this hate with.

So nothing much is new. I pretty much got this look down, my JavaJunkie heart is just cooing right now. So the plans tonight. Charlie and the Choclate Factory and then to get the new Harry Potter, which I have a feeling this may be another all nighter with coffee like I pulled awhile ago. I have been up since the but crack of dawn today for reasons I would not like to go into but my mind will always know.

Stupid all knowing MIND!

Anyway I have to get ready to go to work soon and pull a 4-9 which isn't to bad considering I got out of sidework and silver tonight! I am sp spoiled. I will now commence Snoopy Dance. Either way just wanted to get this in there. Ohh and the family, crappy them are in St. Loius right now going to some baseball game that I wasn't even invited to go on the trip with them! NOOOO Mom just assumed I couldn't get off work so did I ever get an invite no. It was all stay and work Kate you won't be able to take time off. Well I will but I will go spend it doing something much better than feeling trapped with my parents for a week. Have I mentioned how mcuh i love living alone and being single. It's AWESOME! Anywho got to get going, got things to do and not enough time to do them in....Dirty.

To Ponder: I don't wanna work
What's That Noise!: The hum of the fan

None of this is working!!!